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Some have tried to console me: “Hell, it’s probably next to a toxic-waste dump.” My buddy Bruce suggests there’s a sinister element: “It could be like Blow-Up. Something bad could be happening at the end of the path. Maybe that’s why they won’t tell you anything.”
But—toxic waste, dead bodies—I don’t care. Autumn awaits me. Somewhere. Yeah. Over the rainbow. Yeah. And I’ll find it yet.
I lay down my pen right there. An e-mail arrives in response to the one I sent to Bill Gates. It’s not from Big Bad Bill himself but from someone at something called exchange.microsoft.com: “The location of the image is Campbellville, Ontario, Canada.”
Whoa!
Now all I need is the name of the photographer to lead me home to where I’ve never been.
“The stock agency, Corbis, really doesn’t want to give out the name of the photographer because the stock agency owns the rights to the image.”
I don’t want to infringe on any rights. Please. I just want the name of the photographer.
“Best of luck.”
I reach out to Campbellville for help. Historical societies, the chamber of commerce, inn owners, realtors, librarians, horse farms. None can identify the scene. I call on Graydon Carter: “You know I am crazy, but … ”
I hear from Ann Schneider, the senior photo research editor of Vanity Fair. I now refer to her by other titles—goddess, divine intercessor—for she lays on me, wrested through magic, the name of the photographer: Peter Burian.
I get out the crystal tumbler and the scotch and I smile wide. But soon the smile, like the scotch, is gone.
Peter, who lives in Milton, Ontario, says, yes, he did tell Corbis that the picture was taken in Campbellville, but, “as I think about it, it may have been in nearby Kilbride.” He drives out, searches through both Campbellville and Kilbride. “It’s not in either village,” he reports. “I was wrong.” But “I know it’s within a 60-mile radius of my home in Milton.” He himself refers to this as a “needle in a haystack” situation.
The man who found Autumn has lost Autumn.
But he is now as obsessed as I am. He is leaving for Paris in 10 days, and there is much work to finish before then. “And melting snow is not great” for roaming the rural byways. But “I am a determined kind of guy; we will find the location.”
Meanwhile, at the first mention of Kilbride, I’d written to a score of people in Burlington, the closest place to Kilbride that had a score of people to write to. I hear from Jane Irwin, a volunteer archivist at the Burlington Historical Society: “Kilbride is part of the city of Burlington, but in the rural northern area, accessible only by car. I do not drive and have not been there for perhaps 10 years, but the allé looks vaguely familiar. My best guess, based on the fence and the glimpse of an old gray barn at the end, is that it’s the lane leading south to the old Harris homestead.”
Though Kilbride has been ruled out, I pass Jane’s suggestion to Peter, who revisits the village the following Saturday. That night, I receive from him the words I myself have been yearning to say for more than a year:
“I found it.”
So here I sit at dawn this winter Sunday morning, a cheap black mug of coffee in my hand instead of a crystal tumbler, smiling more serenely. As one far wiser than I once must have said, Nobody with a decent map needs rainbows.
Nick Tosches is a Vanity Fair contributing editor.
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